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Paradox Chapter 9: The Orange Grove

We weren’t even on a road, but some huge, shallow bowl-shaped area that extended for miles. Vegetation and even some mountains were visible beyond the edges of this strange flat-bottomed depression, but the ground we sped over was hard-baked bald.

The engine rumbled and growled as we slowed down. With the reduced G-force, I was able to twist sideways, crane my neck around the seat back and peer out the back window.

Nothing seemed to be following us—camouflaged or not.

We lost ’em,” Uncle Si said, visibly relieved. You can relax.“

Who were those Predator people?” I asked, with a throat so dry my tongue didn’t want to move in the correct patterns for speech. “What just happened? Where are we?”

I couldn’t quite identify it, but noticed there was something different about my uncle’s face as he let out a deep breath before answering. “We’re on a dry lake bed. Enjoy the smooth ride, because most of the way tonight is going to be bumpy.”

Dry lake bed? That didn’t make any sense. When did we leave the road? I didn’t remember that, and my eyes had been wide open.

Those ‘Predator people’ were the Erasers,” he added, downshifting while the engine slowed the vehicle.

Erasers?” I repeated.

Think of them as the angels of death,” he said. He downshifted again and our speed continued to fall off. When we reached the edge of the dry lake bed, the car lurched and bucked over rough terrain.

Why couldn’t I see them?”

They were cloaked.”

Cloaked…as in a ‘cloaking device?’ Like Star Trek?”

Not like Star Trek. Not like a stealth bomber, either. You’ll get a chance to see how it works one of these days.”

What’s going on?” I demanded. “What were they doing with Mom and the others?”

Killing them,” he replied, coldly. “And taking the bodies away. They were erasing your family.”

Why?”

He sighed, heavily. “There’s a whole lot of questions I’m not gonna answer just yet. You wouldn’t believe the answers anyway, until you see and experience some stuff first hand.”

Can you tell me where we’re going, at least?”

Uncle Si shrugged. “I’m gonna drop you at a safe house for right now. We should get there in a few hours.”

Drop me? You’re going somewhere else?”

He nodded. “Some stuff I need to do; places to go. You’ll be safe. I’ll make sure of that.”

The car rocked and bounced onto an unpaved road, which Uncle Si followed for many miles, throwing a cloud of dust into the dimming sky.

***

Darkness fell before we reached a paved road, but Uncle Si never removed his shades. We followed that road for hours. At one point, Uncle Si pulled onto the shoulder and steered into a relatively clear path between a line of trees and some lower brush. He turned off the lights but left the engine running before getting out to take a leak. He advised me to do the same. I did.

I must have pissed about a gallon. After the resulting relief, I took notice of how warm and wonderful the air was, even at night.

When Uncle Si finished and zipped up, he walked around the car to open the trunk. He hefted two large steel gas cans out, and began pouring them into the vehicle’s tank.

Need any help?” I asked.

Get that M203 out of the back seat and bring it to me,” he said. “But don’t play with it, point it near me, or put your fingers anywhere near the triggers.”

I didn’t know what an “M203” was, but there could only be one item he was referring to. I crawled in back and got the weapon. It looked futuristic, yet vaguely familiar. My initial impression was that it was a small machinegun with a huge shotgun mounted over-under. But then I didn’t yet know much about modern military weapons. I brought it to him and, one hand still pouring gas, he used his other hand to take the weapon from me and place it inside the cavernous trunk only partially filled with tires, toolboxes and crates.

Thanks,” he said. “We’ll be back on the road in a minute. Make sure you’re in the seat and buckled up by the time I shut this trunk.”

Yes sir.” As I moved back toward the passenger door, I took a longer look at that frightening beast of a car. It was long and straight, with squared-off corners and edges—yet also some graceful, flowing curves back on the rear fenders. Shallow curves, but curves nonetheless.

As I slid into the passenger seat, I realized we hadn’t yet encountered another vehicle since landing in the dry lake bed. Aside from the stars above, there were no other lights visible anywhere.

The trunk shut behind me, Uncle Si slid back behind the wheel, and we were off.

It was a while before we encountered a vehicle, and I was dozing in the seat by then. I remember one pair of headlights growing closer, and passing us on the left. Then I drifted off again.

There were curves and turns, but not many stops. I finally stirred when we left paved road once again. I opened my eyes and looked out the window. We were on a gravel road surrounded by trees. The trees were all roughly the same size, planted in perfect rows, and a uniform distance apart.

Uncle Si rolled down his window, and warm, pleasant air rushed in, with a strong scent of citrus.

The gravel road went on for miles. I checked behind us a couple times, but nothing trailed us except dust.

In time the crude path broadened out into a huge clearing. There was a sprawling, flat-roofed house, barns, sheds, and a building which reminded me of an old-fashioned aircraft hangar.

Uncle Si wheeled around and backed up to one of the huge doors at the end of the hangar. He left the engine running as he got out and stepped around to the back of the car again. He worked at unlocking something, then raised a garage door. It wasn’t a sectional garage door which coiled up above the opening, like what I saw at some people’s houses. This one appeared to be a solid panel of painted plywood, and simply swung up in an arc, out of the way. The beast-car growled low and mellow as he eased it backwards into the dark cave. Once fully inside, he cut the engine and the night fell silent.

Come with me,” my uncle said, opening his door and stepping out. I disembarked to join him. We went outside. He pulled the big swinging door back down and took a minute locking it. He strolled toward the huge, flat-roofed house, and I fell into step behind him.

I followed him to a side door. I heard keys jangle again. He pushed the door open and went inside. I followed. He locked the door behind us and led me along a cool, uncarpeted hallway.

The hallway opened into a large room with some delightful smells which convinced my nose to remind my brain that I hadn’t eaten for quite a while. Allyson’s party never happened, so supper hadn’t, either. Uncle Si flipped a switch, and dull yellow light spread out to reveal we were in a kitchen.

The first thing I noticed was the light bulb itself. The glass of the bulb wasn’t frosted at all. I could clearly see the glowing filament inside that round bubble. Speaking of round, the refrigerator was the oddest looking kitchen appliance I’d seen up until then. There were no corners, really. The vertical sides were flat in between the rounded edges, and the bottom must have been flat. But it had a sort of oval shape when looking at it from the front. The flawless white and chrome finish gave me the impression it was brand new, even though the style seemed older than the appliances filmed in old black-and-white movies. The sink and faucet looked weird, too. I didn’t know anything about house construction (and I’d always lived in trailers up until then), but the walls didn’t seem normal, either. I assumed they were concrete with a rough finish.

Hungry?” Uncle Si asked, opening that strange fridge.

I nodded. He began pulling out food and placing it on the table.

A woman entered the room. She was short—not too much taller than me. She was also dark. Her black hair was braided and pulled back in a big knot atop the back of her head. Her skin was a golden brown. Her eyes were dark brown, but luminous. She wore a robe, and was wrapped in a fringed shawl over that. Her eyelids were puffy, like she’d just awoken, and she seemed surprised by our presence. She said something I didn’t understand.

Si responded, but I didn’t understand that, either.

They talked back and forth, in a language I took to be Spanish. Her words came so fast, it would have been hard to understand her even if I was fluent in Spanish. She looked at me several times as they talked. Finally, Uncle Si addressed me. “This is Hortensia. I call her Mami…you can too, I guess.”

Hello,” I said, meekly.

Hortensia squatted, facing me. She appeared fully awake, now, and smiled at me. “It is eh-so nice to meet chu, Peter,” she said, with a heavy accent. “Please eh-sit down by table. I will make eh-something for you for to eat.”

She warmed up some leftover chicken and potatoes in the oven. (Giving the kitchen another visual once-over, I noticed there was no microwave or coffee maker, either.) I’d never eaten leftovers that tasted so good. Si and Hortensia continued to converse in Spanish while he and I ate. She glanced at me repeatedly, but watched Uncle Si with a curious, if not confused, expression.

After the late meal, Hortensia showed me to a bedroom. “Tonight, chu eh-slip here,” she said, while making the bed with sheets, a pillow and blanket that she took from the room’s closet.

The single bed had a mattress that was a little stiff, but it turned out to be surprisingly comfortable. I slept very well that night—what was left of it.

***

I slept through half of the day, also. It was my nose that woke me. Wonderful food smells wafted into the bedroom. I rose, dressed, and wandered through the house, trying to remember where the kitchen was. Bright sunlight flooded in through windows and stretched throughout the vast interior, allowing me to notice more details than were obvious at night.

Everything about this house was different. There was no carpeting—just hard tiles—though some of the big rooms had thick rugs covering most of the floor. There were no televisions anywhere I could find; no stereos; no clock radios…no clocks at all except for a tall old-fashioned grandfather clock in the same big room as the old-fashioned fireplace. Even stranger—the only telephone I found was a museum piece hanging on the wall, with a cylindrical earpiece connected by a straight cord (not coiled wire) to a big rectangular box of a device, with a bell-shaped protrusion up around where the crude receiver cradle was. The recessed, convex surface inside the flaring protrusion was perforated with a pattern of holes, leading me to assume that the microphone was behind it.

I finally found the kitchen. Hortensia was there, wearing a simple white dress and an apron, with her hair down, but in a net. When she saw me she smiled and greeted me cheerily in Spanish while giving me a hug.

The hug felt good. Despite all my bewilderment over what had happened in the last 24 hours, just that simple, short embrace lifted my spirits. I knew next to nothing about Hortensia, but I liked her.

The breakfast was like one you might order at Denny’s…eggs, bacon, hash browns, and French Toast. But it was much different than food from Denny’s. It was the most delicious meal I’d had, up to that point in my life. Hortensia set two glasses in front of me (real glasses; not plastic cups). One contained water, and the other was filled with orange juice.

She sat down with me, but ate a small plate full of leftovers.

You didn’t make enough for both of us to eat?” I asked, pointing at the plates in front of me.

I had to repeat myself a few times, phrasing it differently, before she understood my question. “I already have breakfast these morning,” she said.

I realized that it was probably lunch time. This woman, who didn’t even know me, had gone through the trouble of cooking a spectacular breakfast for me, with nothing but the crude furnishings of this large, strange kitchen. Not only that, but she seemed to be happy doing so.

Where’s Uncle Si?” I asked.

She frowned. “Que? What?”

Uncle Si,” I said. “Did he already eat?”

Uh…who is these?”

Uncle Si,” I said. “Simon.”

Eh-Simon?” Now she looked even more confused.

I nodded. “Yeah, Simon.”

She stared at me, curiously, for a moment. Then, haltingly, she said, “Eh-Simon is…not…here.”

I remembered he said something about dropping me off, and going to take care of some business somewhere else. That got me thinking about my situation, and what I had recently seen. By the time I finished breakfast, I was remembering the sight of my parents’ bodies, and my little brother’s corpse.

Dead. Just like that. They were gone forever.

I thanked Hortensia sincerely for the meal, but there was a lump in my throat, hot pressure behind my eyes, and my voice was choked. I found my way back to the bedroom where I’d slept, and leaned against the cool, solid wall, trying to fight back the tears.

Hortensia entered within only a few seconds, said, “Oh, Pedrito,” and pulled me into an embrace.

I lost it. I bawled and hiccupped and wailed. Salty fluid poured out of my eyes and snot dribbled out my nose.

Hortensia hugged me tighter and tighter, stroking my hair and my upper back.

My breakdown continued for what must have been an hour or more. She sat on the single bed and pulled me into her lap where she wrapped her arms around me, rocked back and forth, kissed my forehead, and spoke soft words in a soothing tone. There was a soft, warm energy from that woman that radiated into me. My soul absorbed it as I cried my eyes out. She kept me in her comforting embrace until the sobbing stopped, my breathing slowed to normal, and the tears stopped flowing. Still, she rocked me for a while, caressing my face and head.

Finally, my pride returning, I got off her lap and wiped at my face. She produced a white cloth and gently pinched my nose with it, squeezing some of the mucous out into the fabric. Then, having demonstrated its purpose, she indicated I should use it myself. I took it, used a dry part to wipe my face, then blew my nose into it.

Standing, she took my hand and led me out of the bedroom, down the hall and into a bathroom where the sink and tub were also of unusual design. We washed our hands, I washed my face, then she led me back to the kitchen. She sat me down at the table again, pulled a nice-smelling pan from the oven, scooped some of the contents onto a small plate and set it in front of me with a spoon.

Not wanting to talk or think about anything more complicated than using the spoon right then, I took a bite. It was sweet and delicious. I didn’t know what kind of dessert this was, but I was glad to shovel it it my mouth. While I ate, she left the kitchen.

When she returned, she smiled and touched my head again. “Come, Peter,” she said.

I followed her to a different bathroom. In this one, the tub was full of hot water and foamy mounds of soap suds. She mimed washing motions, showed me where the towel was, pointed to my clothes, and indicated that I should pile them in the corner by the door.

After she left, I undressed, dropped the clothes as instructed, and climbed in the tub.

I didn’t care much for baths. I took showers purely out of necessity, but experienced no pleasure from them. But there was nothing else I felt like doing at the moment, so I washed thoroughly, then just sat there soaking.

Hortensia knocked softly, asked something I didn’t understand, then opened the door and gathered up my clothes. “Chu are okay?” she asked.

I nodded. “But those are the only clothes I have…”

Is okay,” she said, and disappeared with my clothes, shutting the door behind her.

I had no other clothes besides what I’d been wearing, so this worried me. I got out of the bath, dried off and wrapped the towel around me before trudging off to find her.

It took some exploring, but I found her in a corner room with a strange contraption on a platform with a chair slid under it. In the room were several baskets of yarn, hundreds of spools of thread, tons of different fabric either folded or in rolls, and a lot of hanging clothes—mostly dresses. As I waked in, she was using a yellow ribbon with tick marks to measure the waistband of my shorts. She smiled briefly when she saw me, but turned serious quickly as she bent down to write something with pencil on a note pad. She took a few more measurements, writing each one down, before handing my shorts and underwear back to me. Then she began measuring my shirt. I retraced my steps to the bathroom and exchanged the towel for the shorts and underwear. When I returned, she had finished with the shirt, and helped me back into it.

Still looking serious, she then used the measuring ribbon directly on me. She held it against my arm, spanned my shoulders with it, stretched it along my leg, around my waist, then measured my overall height. After each measurement, she wrote something. Once all that was complete, she smiled once again and led me to yet another room.

This room had a big mirror against the wall, no rugs, and furniture which included a dark wood chest with several drawers. She had me sit in a chair facing the mirror, then draped a sheet around me, pinning it tight at the back of my neck. She produced scissors and a comb from a drawer in the dark chest, and proceeded to cut my hair with them. Once finished, she joined me in staring at my reflection in the mirror, smiling and making some musical comments in Spanish.

After that she led me outside.

I looked around, remembering the buildings I’d noticed in the dark upon arrival. I also saw that the thousands of trees in perfect straight rows were festooned with oranges. The heat, the smells, and the feel of the air confirmed for me that we were nowhere near St. Louis. I didn’t know where this place was, but the outdoors here was like paradise.

Hortensia mimed instructions to me to bend over and buff my hair with my hands. I did, and a cloud of hair clippings floated down onto the ground. She then gestured for me to take a look around.

I was only too glad to go exploring.

I snooped around every building, then wandered through the orange tree forest. I found a pond, and a creek, but got lost. It’s hard to find landmarks when most everything is so uniform, but I found my way back to the main area before dusk.

The flat-roofed house reminded me of the houses I saw in an old Zorro movie. The walls were thick, made of the same material outside as in. Logs (presumably used to reinforce the flat roof) stuck out from the walls, high up. Above that was a balcony, and behind it, another story of the building. The walls were painted a color that wasn’t pink or orange, but somewhere on that side of the spectrum. It didn’t look bad at all on that house. The porch overhang was supported by ornamental pillars which flared out into scalloped webbing which connected them, forming a decorative, partial wall. You could see through it, and easily step through it, but it did sort of separate the porch from the greater outdoors. There were wavy red tiles all across the top of the porch overhang.

I found Hortensia over in the barnyard area. She carried a bucket in one hand and used the other to sprinkle what looked like corn crumbles on the ground. This was how she lured a flock of chickens inside a large coop, then locked them inside. I marveled at how peaceful and natural the scene was. She grinned when she saw me. “Hello, Peter. Is almost time eh-supper, no?”

I shrugged. “I don’t know.”

She reached out her hand and, without thinking about it, I just drifted right under it. Her hand came to rest on my head and she pulled me against her side as we strolled toward the house. There was something powerful about her touch. It was comforting, and welcoming, and made me feel like I was where I belonged. I had never belonged anywhere before.

While she worked in the kitchen, I explored the inside of the house some more.

I noticed something else: although the house obviously had electricity, there weren’t many sockets. And the electrical cords to the lamps and such were different. They weren’t “Siamese” rubber-insulated wires with flat plugs, as I was used to. Some sort of fabric insulation protected a single, thick cable to each electrical device, and the plugs were big, blocky objects, always with three prongs. A few rooms had some sort of electrical device plugged in. There were variations in style, but all of them had large wooden cases—sanded smooth and stained or varnished. There were switches on the side and knobs on the front. Also on the front were inlaid glass windows. Through these windows could be seen a flat background surface with neatly painted marks, a sequence of numbers which seemed vaguely familiar, and a bright colored needle in front of the surface.

After another fantastic meal, Hortensia accompanied me into a room lined with bookshelves. There were two rocking chairs, a wooden desk with a very solid-looking rolling chair, and two padded wingback chairs with foot rests before them. This room had the most electrical sockets of any I’d found in the house, and there was almost a lamp for every chair. Hortensia hummed to herself as she strode to one of the wooden-cased electrical appliances I found so fascinating. She flipped the switch on the side and something began to hum. I noticed something glowing through the vents in the wooden cabinet, and in time the humming was overlapped by distinct voices and other sounds. I made out low, spooky organ music, then a sinister laugh.

Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men?” asked a creepy, somewhat nasal voice from a pattern of holes in the wooden cabinet. More sinister laughter, then the same voice answered its own question: “The Shadow knows!” And then he cackled menacingly again.

Hortensia twisted one of the knobs. The box buzzed and whined through a range of frequencies. The needle inside the glass window moved past the painted marks on the background as she turned the dial, and I realized that the big, wooden-cased contraption was a radio. An A.M. radio, judging by all the static and squeaking. She went past a couple stations—one with another voice talking, and one with some music I might have assumed to be country-western, but different. She stopped when she tuned in a different music station.

This music was unlike anything I’d listened to before. It was hard to pick out the individual instruments, except for drums, a clarinet, and maybe a trumpet. The other sounds were from other horns I couldn’t identify. The rhythm was appealing, and the melody had a smooth, flowing sound that was almost seductive. Hortensia danced around the room while she dusted and swept. Several songs played—some slow, some fast; and there was talking in between—though it sounded more like an announcer than a DJ. All the music seemed to feature the same instruments, though the melodies were diverse. However, only about a third of the tunes included singing. I had never heard music on the radio without lyrics being sung, except when passing through a classical station.

Once finished cleaning the room, Hortensia returned to the room where she measured my clothes. I tagged along, at first, to see if there was more strange technology yet to be observed.

There was.

She turned on the radio in that room and tuned it to the same station. Then she sat at the platform with the strange metal contraption. She pulled two pieces of sturdy cloth from atop the adjacent table, both shaped like a pair of pants. She must have cut the pattern while I was out exploring, earlier. She sandwiched them together and set them on the platform. She changed the spool of thread in the contraption, made some adjustments, then began pushing a pedal under the platform with her foot. As she worked the pedal, a pulley turned on the contraption, and a needle plunged up and down through a slot in the platform. She fed the cloth into the thrusting needle, and I realized the contraption was a sewing machine.

Fascinated by the mechanism, I watched it work for a while, really wishing I could take it apart to see the inner workings. But it was Hortensia’s sewing machine, and I wasn’t about to ask her to let me experiment with it.

Are those gonna be pants for me?” I asked.

She stopped pedaling, cocked an eyebrow at me, then stretched one arm toward the doorway, flopping her arm up and down as if shooing a fly away. “Vamanos!

I got the message, and returned to the other room.

The radio was still playing music. I searched the bookshelves. Most of the books were hardbound volumes, but without glossy paper dust jackets. Noticeably absent were paperbacks with illustrated covers. There were non-fiction books with words like “Quantum Mechanics,” “Fractal Resonance,” “Generations,” and “Social Anthropology” in the titles. I thumbed through a few of these, finding nothing that interested me beyond the copyright date on a moderately-worn volume about “Arrested Development” with highlighted text throughout and many dog-eared pages. I flipped to the copyright page. 2025? Must be a typo…or I was wrong about the number following the copyright mark referring to a year? 2025 was so far in the future that the O-Zone layer would be gone by then, and between acid rain and the unfiltered solar radiation, people would die going outside without protective shielding.

I slipped the book back between two others, just as I had found it.

Stacked on a small table near one bookcase were several magazines with glossy, colorful images on the covers. The one on the top had a tough-looking guy in a black trenchcoat, hat, and mask, blasting away with a pistol in each hand. I picked it up, opened it, and flipped through the pages. There were a few black-and-white illustrations sprinkled throughout, and some advertisements for strange products I’d never heard of. But most of it was text…like what you might find in a school reading book…only on gray, randomly-speckled paper—like the paper used in the old paperbacks on the tables at library sales.

I tried reading a little. In two paragraphs, I was hooked. The story I had chosen was about a girl who knew an important secret, but got kidnapped by some dirtbags who were going to kill her. But then this tough vigilante tracked her down, got in a gunfight with the dirtbags…and the story ended with a message that it would continue in the next issue of the magazine. I fully intended to dig through the stack to find that next issue, but made the mistake of taking a peek at the next story instead. This one was about a “Yankee” pilot who lived in South America. He was hired to find a team of scientists who went missing in the jungle…and I couldn’t stop reading, once I’d started.

That story, also, ended with the good guys in danger, but a promise that the story would continue in the next issue. I sat there reading, with the music playing in the background, and before I knew it I had gone through that entire first magazine.

I meant to find the next issue of that title, but a magazine cover with the picture of a warrior wielding a sword caught my eye. I just couldn’t pass that up. Lo and behold, one of the stories in it was about a character I was familiar with: Conan the Barbarian! Unfortunately, it also had a cliffhanger ending.

Hortensia entered the room to check on me when I was still poring through the magazines. Her eyes seemed to twinkle with amusement, and she left me alone again.

The next magazine had a cover featuring a muscular man wearing only a loincloth, brandishing a knife, fighting a leopard.

Before I finished that one, Hortensia returned. After much trial-and-error, she communicated to me that it was my bedtime; I communicated my desire to take one of the magazines to the bedroom, and she reluctantly agreed. She gave me another kiss on the forehead when we parted ways. Inside the room, I found the bed made with fresh sheets and pillowcase.

While reading the last story for the night, I blurted out, “I know this character, too! This is Tarzan!”

Like all the other magazines, this one was in mint condition. The cover wasn’t faded or threadbare in the slightest. There were no wrinkles or fingerprints. The interior pages, also, were as perfect as could be—considering the cheap paper. The binding was still solid, and no pages were brittle. There was no musty smell. In fact, the magazine had that fresh book smell, like it hadn’t come off the printing press that long ago.

I mention all these details because the date on the cover said “April 1934.”

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Paradox Chapter 8: Stumbling Onto a Hit

The way people think and behave doesn’t make logical sense.

Even by this point in my life, I should have just accepted that fact, and expected it. Instead, it surprised, baffled, and frustrated me every time this principle was demonstrated.

Case in point: my father and Allyson. She hated me, and I think she hated him almost as bad. She made no secret of it. And though I didn’t disrespect my father; mouth off to him; lie about him behind his back; or steal from him; I never was much more than chopped liver, so far as he was concerned. But boy, did he make an effort with Allyson—even after breaking it off with Mom. He bent over backwards trying to win love from that evil bitch, when she wasn’t even a blood relation to him. I never did figure that out, and stopped trying.

Anyway, while he occasionally came to visit when I had a birthday, he never missed one of hers—and always brought her a present, as well.

Allyson no longer lived under the same roof as me, thankfully, but Mom arranged a birthday party for her at our house, and of course my father had made time to attend. Mom told me beforehand that he was bringing Abel along with him. Abel was my half-brother (different mother; same father), and a few years younger than me. I was expected to entertain him whenever these awkward reunions took place. Sometimes we got along okay; sometimes not. Whichever way it went, though, his company was sure to be more tolerable than Allyson’s.

When my father pulled up in front of the trailer, with Abel in the car, I figured Allyson would be along in about an hour or so later, and the party would start. I figured if I didn’t go for my run now, I wouldn’t get the chance later.

As I pulled some shorts and a sleeveless shirt on, I heard the knock on the door, then the voices of my parents exchanging barely-civil small talk as my father came inside. I slipped out the back, let Ace out of the kennel, and off we went.

***

I ran farther than normal—not because I felt like running farther that afternoon, but because I wanted to avoid the party for as long as possible. Ace and I ran past the park and into a semi-industrial area for a few miles, then took the scenic route back to the trailer park. About a quarter mile out, I slowed to a walk and stepped out our “cool-down lap” with Ace panting happily beside me.

I had walked every foot of the trailer park a thousand times by then, and didn’t really need to pay attention to find my way back. Uncle Si had been reminding me to be aware of my surroundings all the time, but I slacked off sometimes. On that particular day I wasn’t paying much attention. When our trailer became visible in the gap between two other trailers as we walked, Ace began barking. I snapped out of my daydream and clipped the leash on her choke collar before she could tear off to chase somebody’s cat or something. The first thing I noticed was our trailer rocking around a bit on its foundation. Ace was barking in the direction of our trailer. I didn’t see any cats or another dog.

I followed the line of her sight, and almost missed it. But there it was: some weird visual anomaly right by the trailer—as if invisible prisms or magnifying glasses were passing in front of the scene, warping the light in unnatural patterns. It looked a lot like the scenes in Predator (that Arnold Swarzenegger movie) when the alien hunter uses his high-tech camouflage.

The back door of the trailer swung open and two light-warping anomalies emerged, with a solid, visible object hanging between them. An arm flopped down from the object, and hair trailed from one end.

Hair the same color as Mom’s.

The object disappeared, like it had just been shoved through a window in an invisible wall.

My brain lagged behind the visual input from my eyes, and it hadn’t yet quite registered that the visible object had been my mother’s body. Then my father’s body was transported to the invisible window in similar manner. His body leaked a dark liquid on the ground along the way. Then I recognized Abel’s body, dangling in an upside-down U-shape as if draped limply over a sawhorse, bobbing along through thin air with nothing under him but another distortion of the scenery beyond.

Ace continued to bark. Barking dogs were nothing unusual in my trailer park, but for whatever reason, her barking finally drew attention. Several light distortions made sudden, jerking moves, interacting with each other, it seemed. One of the anomalies seemed to split, and a dark opening appeared within it—like the doorway to a tent. Out of that opening, something long and dark extended, pointing in my direction. I don’t remember the sound it made, but I saw a flash.

I had been pretty slow on the uptake since first coming on the scene, but my instincts came through for me right then. Before my mind processed the word “danger,” it had signaled my body to duck. I dove flat in the weeds. Ace had been slow on the uptake all her life; never very protective or faithful in other classic dog-like ways…so I don’t know exactly what caused her to jump out in front of me in that instant.

A split second later, my poor retarded German Shepherd lay spasming and bleeding profusely on the ground, having taken a bullet, or death ray, or something for me.

My brain was still playing catch-up, but stark terror set in almost instantly. Some nearly-invisible predators had murdered my family, and were now trying to murder me.

There was an ear-splitting roar off to my left. A big, fast, loud vehicle, shaped like a sledgehammer, shot off the street, launching airborne when it hit the curb, ripping the turf asunder with massive tires when it hit the ground in the trailer lot beside me. Snarling like some mechanical beast, it fish-tailed through the lot, flinging clods of turf in twin geysers behind it, before rocking down on its nose, coming to a stop right in front of me—shielding me from whatever it was that just killed my dog. My eyes couldn’t get any wider as the passenger door of that strange machine swung open. Inside the cockpit, I saw Uncle Si leaned over from the driver seat, having just flung the door open. His own eyes were wide behind his shades, and his face pale, as he screamed, “Get in! Now!”

I scrambled to my feet, tripped over Ace’s body, and crashed inside the car in a tangled heap.

Uncle Si opened his own door and stepped outside, pulling some bulky, dark weapon with him. He aimed the weapon toward the trailer. I heard a unique bloop noise, and there was an explosion by Mom’s trailer. A large anomaly which had remained still up to that moment (thus harder to detect) lifted off the ground, transforming into something solid and visible. When it came back to earth with a tremendous smashing sound, it resembled something like a futuristic cargo van with fire and smoke billowing out of several jagged holes.

Before that vehicle hit the ground, I heard what sounded like a machinegun. Uncle Si was firing his weapon again—I could tell by the way it pushed against his shaking arms. Beyond him, I saw one of the smaller, mobile anomalies transform into the figure of a masked, helmeted man wearing a glittering poncho, brandishing some sort of weapon. The figure staggered backwards, then slumped to the side.

The machinegun sound stopped. Uncle Si glanced down at his weapon and yelled, “Son of a blood sucking whore!” He dove back behind the steering wheel, tossed the weapon in the back seat, pulled his door shut, and yanked the shifter into gear. An engine that must have been even more powerful than the one in his Corvette roared bloody murder, and I was pushed back against the seat with such crushing force that my breathing was labored.

I cried out, asking what was going on, but I couldn’t even hear my own words over the tremendous noise of that engine. It only stopped roaring like the end of the world when Uncle Si shifted gears. During one such lull in the din, he yelled, “Buckle up!”

He attached multiple webbing straps to a metal disk that rested over his chest. I was being pushed back against a similar device on the passenger seat. It was behind me, but needed to be in front of me. Straining against the G-force flattening me against the seat, I tried to strap myself in, too.

I was thrown left, then right, as the big, fast machine slung around corners. Uncle Si’s intense gaze shifted from the streets in front, to the rear view mirror, constantly. “Keep down!” he yelled, between shifts. Outside my window I saw sparks and chunks of metal blow out of a traffic light pole and heard the sound of ricochets.

When he hung a hard right that flung me against the safety webbing on my left, I looked out the passenger window. Behind us were several huge anomalies. One of them must have had malfunctioning camouflage, because part of the vehicle was visible. The sucker was really moving. It was black, with windows tinted so dark I couldn’t see inside. I don’t know how many fully camouflaged vehicles were chasing us, but I saw light warping around at least two other ones.

This was the wildest ride I’d ever been on in my life. And then Uncle Si got on the highway.

The big mechanized monster I sat in took off like a rocket. The feel of the incredible speed made more of an impression than the sight of the scenery blurring by. I was still terrified, but strangely also took some comfort in the notion that we were rapidly putting distance between ourselves and whatever was after us.

Uncle Si slammed the shifter into what must have been his highest gear, because he left it there (and I couldn’t imagine moving any faster without shooting into orbit). Then, incredibly, he began fiddling with the stereo.

How could anyone think about music in such circumstances? How could music possibly be heard over the godawful racket of this rolling Doomsday Machine?

Something did blast out of the speakers from behind and to the sides. Before I could really try to recognize what was playing, though, my stomach went queasy. My vision went haywire. Everything I could see seemed to melt into a multicolored collage of blinding lights. Something bizarre happened to my ears—like a force pushing against my eardrums while simultaneously sucking all the overwhelming noise into another room or something.

Then, with a jolt, the sound came back. The blinding lights faded and melted back into discernable shapes and colors. My stomach stabilized.

We were still roaring along at astounding speed…but we were somewhere else, in a different countryside. Wherever we were, it wasn’t anywhere near St. Louis—that was for certain. Not only that, but it was too late in the day. Judging by the sun, it was hours later than it had been just a couple minutes ago, before the…whatever it was…happened.

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“According to the Constitution…”

…Is how you can identify a moot and irrelevant argument which will be ignored while the Globohomo Treason Machine goose-steps onward into Twilight’s Last Gleaming.

Federal storm troopers (who took an oath to uphold the Constitution–revealing the other half of what you need to know about their integrity) are in the business of violating your rights. They are not paid (from your taxes) to stop bad guys or protect good guys. They are paid to do what these lawless jackboots did.

Also surrounding the house were one-hundred-plus federal agents with a helicopter in support. Federal agents immediately took Doe into custody and placed him in loose-fitting flex cuffs into the back of one of the BearCat vehicles. Inside the vehicle, John was placed on the outer wall, and at his feet were loaded weapons. Doe later concluded that this had to be a setup, for if he were to try to free himself, he would likely be killed. Seemingly unbeknownst to the Feds, Doe’s 88-year-old mother (who suffers from dementia) was asleep in the house. The actual homeowner, Jane Doe, was also in the home. This is why Doe wanted to avoid confrontation and the stress of such an event by presenting himself peacefully. What looked to be a quick and peaceful resolution then took a strange turn to the worse.

Why did agents breach the house when Doe was already in custody? Counter to standard practice, the team chose to enter a window next to Doe’s basement door. That window is over three feet off the ground and thus difficult to breach and enter by a team that needs to move fast. There are many windows in the house that would have made a breach entry a lot easier. This window was different, not only in its height above ground and the resulting impact on the tactics used, but it is also right next to Doe’s bed. If Doe had not exited the house and moved to the front porch to peacefully present himself, the concussion grenade employed by the breaching team would have landed on him while he was sleeping. There’s no telling what would have happened in that instance, but John’s death is a possibility.

Federal agents obviously knew the home’s layout and they immediately entered Doe’s storage and security room and disconnected all security cameras while conducting a search. Though not included on the warrant, the federal agents searched John’s gun safes, a detached garage, and vehicles parked around the residence.

What provoked this Montana this raid? Doe’s former girlfriend from North Carolina filed a restraining order (a civil matter, not criminal) against Doe in that state claiming he was homicidal, suicidal, a threat to her, and had bomb-making materials with the intention to cause harm. She also claimed he had booby traps all over the home and the surrounding property. But none of this was true.

Sounds like a red flag case. Because Americans sat back guzzling beer and watching sports while these communists enacted thousands of tyrannical “laws” which supposedly grant them the authority to pull this shit, there is no longer a “legal” or peaceful recourse to these neo-Soviet usurpations.

They are going to ramp up on this, guaranteed. The media blackout will intensify, so that they can eliminate potential resistors piecemeal. Meanwhile, they will take a knee if the RevComs (Auntie-Faggots/Burn Loot Murder) resume rioting.

Theoretically, Americans who see government-sponsored terrorism being perpetrated on  their neighbors (easily identified by armored vehicles, helicopters, and hundreds of Federal blackshirts in combat gear armed with automatic weapons swarming around the property of a law-abiding citizen with the “wrong” political opinions [agreement with the founding principles of our country]), could move into flanking positions and light those traitors up.

And that’s what it will take if your children or grandchildren are to have ANY hope of being free. As long as you keep abiding by “laws” written by your enemies, while your enemies don’t have to abide by laws; then your defeat and destruction are certain.

UPDATE: Here is a possible scenario that may or may not resemble something that takes place in an American suburb not long from now.

The Tree of Liberty Thirsts

Well, honestly, it might have already died from dehydration.

Thomas Jefferson is often thought to have said we need a new revolution every generation. Here’s the actual quote that might have come from:

 “God forbid we should ever be twenty years without such a rebellion. The people cannot be all, and always, well informed. The part which is wrong will be discontented, in proportion to the importance of the facts they misconceive. If they remain quiet under such misconceptions, it is lethargy, the forerunner of death to the public liberty. … And what country can preserve its liberties, if its rulers are not warned from time to time, that this people preserve the spirit of resistance? Let them take arms. The remedy is to set them right as to the facts, pardon and pacify them. What signify a few lives lost in a century or two? The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time, with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure.”

But you know what? If our forbears had revolted every generation…or at least every four generations…we wouldn’t be losing our country as I write this. The enemy could not have infiltrated and neutralized every last check and balance; corrupted every single institution; rendered the separation of powers meaningless; thoroughly compromised every single organization meant to protect the people and our lives, liberty and property; nor sold us out to foreign interests. I can think of a few historical markers where rebellion would have steered us away from this cliff we are now toppling over. Can you?

An Operation More Massive Than D-Day

…is the countrywide coverup underway to erase evidence of #GrandTheftElection. Even politicians who (temporarily) decry the steal will probably prove to be just more Deep State tools in the end.

AC (Anonymous Conservative) is swallowing the red pill, slowly. I’m not an atheist, or a “conservative” (whatever that is supposed to mean); but he evidently agrees with me: There is no law. There is no justice. There is no Constitution. The emperor has no clothes.

How will it happen? Ballots in Arizona’s Maricopa county found shredded and in the dumpster days before the Senate audit is to begin. There are no rules, there is no system, there are no honest people involved who prefer freedom to tyranny. Those honest freedom-lovers were all picked up on when they were 14 or 15 or 16, by both, kids who went to school with them and the microphones listening in their houses from the telephone poles. It went in their files, and the intel operation which controls everything took note of it. Once it did, they were quietly guided to other positions in life where they would not affect these things. Now when we need honesty in government it is entirely gone, and ballots are getting shredded, and machines are getting their disk images rewritten to hide what happened, and people who stand up are being murdered, and everyone is lying about everything. There is no doubt how all of this will turn out because all of the important parts of the system here are entirely corrupted. This is why Q would have been dead on when he said “Think about it logically. The only way is the military. Fully controlled.” He was saying the machinery was fully controlled by Cabal. It would not surprise me that is a term of art in intelligence for an organization that was fully compromised. And it makes it look like Q knew, because he was saying that back when everyone would have thought he was crazy.

After finding shredded ballots in the dumpster earlier today, a mysterious fire breaks out at a Maricopa county official’s farm.

He also documents how now a 4th bank has refused to process the transactions of Gab. Someone once warned us that the enemy would one day make it impossible for you to buy or sell if you didn’t submit to the Beast and his system.

First they came after the “racists;” but you didn’t say anything, because you’re not a racist. Then they came after the “xenophobes;” but you didn’t say anything, because “diversity is our strength.” Then they came after the “homophobes;” and you cheered them on, because those “homophobes” are hateful and got what they deserve. Then they came for the “deplorables;” but you didn’t say anything, because Trump uses insensitive rhetoric, and it’s really not that bad, and “but but but muh pendulum will swing back to the right.” Then they came for the “conservatives”… Hopefully, you get the idea.

The emperor is hoping that by the time you realize he has no clothes, you won’t have the ability to do anything about it and/or will be too terrified to speak the truth. We could be there in just a few months.

Q, “White Squall,” the Storm, and the Great Reset

From my limited exposure to the Qniverse, it was pretty obvious that somebody on the Q-Team liked the movie White Squall. That’s where the phrase “Where we go one, we go all” came from. (Actually, the film makers probably appropriated it from something in history. But whatever–most people wouldn’t know about it had it not been engraved on the bell shown in the movie.)

So what do the references to the film tell us? That the Q-member who made the references probably liked the theme of unity/solidarity; that he likely was a young man in the mid-1990s (like me) when the film was released, and watched it more than once; maybe that he has an affinity for the ocean and likes to sail.

But what if there is more to it than that? What if one of the anonymous posters who used the “Q” signature intended a deeper implication than just the “we’re all in this together” message by quoting the engraving on the ship’s bell?

At this point the entire Q phenomenon appears to have been a cruel psyop to get our hopes up, only to crush them once again. But there’s a lot of weird stuff going on right now that doesn’t add up if all is playing out as we are led to believe it is. And, of course, I would love to have reason to believe that there is a cavalry, “white hats” in control, and a plan that hasn’t already failed in spectacular fashion. That’s why I’ve long wondered if I should watch White Squall.

So I finally watched it. And maybe my observations are no more (or less) useful than the canon of ambiguous Q posts or quatrains of Nostredamus, but here are some, for whatever they are worth:

Perhaps the biggest takeaway is simply that when the storm hit, the ship didn’t survive. It was destroyed, and people died as it sank, despite mad scrambling efforts by some of the crew.

There was a tribunal afterwards with plenty of finger-pointing; but none of it brought the ship back. It might also be worth noting that the survivors were later deployed to fight in a pointless war that only made the world worse.

Assuming there is metaphorical value in the plot’s high concept, you have to determine whether the ship represents America, or the Cabal. If the Cabal, then “WWG1WGA” is a catchphrase meant for them; not for us. It means the movie is a cautionary tale for the Cabal if they don’t insulate themselves against the Storm. It makes it all convoluted. It doesn’t hold up under analysis.

If the ship is America, then this metaphor fits a theory I’ve encountered before. In that theory, the Illuminati infiltrated our republic right from its founding and have always intended to destroy it, then resurrect it in a “great reset” (or whatever they called it centuries ago) as a neopagan empire more powerful (and evil, probably) than before. The eagle we use for our national symbol, in such case, is actually a phoenix–meaning they’ve been telegraphing this contrived death-and-resurrection all along. Symbolism will be their downfall? Not so much, thus far.

There are other nuggets to glean from the movie. For most of it, the crew piloted the ship along a pleasant journey, enjoying life, liberty and pursuit of happiness on the way. They occasionally abused their liberty by indulging in drunkenness and fornication, but all pulled together despite differences in background and personality…with one exception: a dysfunctional kid from a rich, privileged, elite family, who got kicked off the ship, only to resurface after it sunk, and initially help his daddy try to pin all the blame on the ship’s captain.

I can think of a few meanings for all that; but if you want to go deeper, there are other potentially significant developments in the plot, too.

During the storm, the young man at the wheel disobeyed orders twice. The captain told him which way to turn the ship; but he turned the opposite way. Similarly, while our election was being stolen, there were many individuals we had trusted to represent us as the stewards of governmental power, who refused to use their granted authority to stop the steal. Instead, they conspired to assist in the steal–or at least allow it.

(Also, I’m not a sailor and know very little about sailing; but it seems to me that when they saw they were heading into a white squall, they should have taken down all the sails and relied on the engine to navigate into the wind. Who knows?)

At one point, a crewman makes friends with a playful dolphin. Then, the privileged ruling class kid with daddy issues shoots it with a spear gun, puncturing its lung. To put it out of its misery, the captain has to kill it with a mallet. This makes me think of how our government has betrayed our most loyal allies for the last century–like the Nationalist Chinese after WWII, and the Shah of Iran in the 1970s. And like what our “representatives” have done to American citizens who give them a whole lot of money, allow them to wield enormous power, and trusted them to look out for our interests.

The ship seemed to take a long time to sink. It was sideways for quite a while, then capsized. But then, briefly, the ship lurched right-side-up, before capsizing again. Just like, during America’s century plus-long suicide march to oblivion, we had a brief period under Trump when it appeared to some that America could be saved before it was too late.

There are aspects of the Q movement that have always bothered me. People put inordinate amounts of faith in human beings like Trump and unseen “white hats” and some nebulous “plan,” for instance. One Q “decoder” I used to listen to actually  poo-pooed Bible prophecy because it doesn’t line up with what they thought the Q narrative was. Yes, there are plenty of pagans and atheists in the Q movement; but this individual was allegedly Christian. If you trust in something more than you trust in the Lord, or what He told us, chances are you are not His disciple. Just sayin’.

For months now, I’ve been wondering if the entire Q phenomenon is indicative not of “white hats” in the NSA (or whatever) orchestrating a plan to stop the Cabal; but of an internecine conflict within the Cabal. Maybe it’s an ancient good cop/bad cop strategy by the enemy that’s been sold to us thousands of times in a thousand ways.

There’s the Disney/pagan entertainment theme of “white” vs. “black” magic. “Good” wizards and warlocks against “bad” ones. (God says anyone practicing witchcraft serves evil.)

There’s the New Age/Star Wars theme of the “light” and “dark” side of the Force locked in combat, reminiscent of Marvel Comics’ benevolent “Eternity” vs. the malevolent “Nightmare.” And the Monitor vs. Antimonitor (DC? They all dabbled in the occult. God is not a “force.” He is the Creator of the universe, comprised of three distinct Persons: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.)

There’s Islam, within which Muslims have been killing each other for centuries because the Sunnis and Shiites disagree over who are the rightful heirs to Mohammed. (Whichever side wins–if either ever does–the goal of their god is the same: Islamicize the entire world, by the sword if necessary.)

The Second World War (despite all the “when the world is free” and “peace ever after” propaganda to convince free men to participate…and which most people still believe) was driven by a conflict between National Socialists and International Socialists over the path to a New Babel. Both sides were led by God-hating mass murderers; but the Cabal convinced our grandfathers to fight against the side with the lowest body count (because they rejected a Rothschild central bank?). The Nazis murdered 10 million; the Soviets murdered 70 million; and the Chi-Coms 120 million. American tax dollars (and blood) transformed the latter two into superpowers. Yay democracy.

And then, of course, we also have the facade of an ideological conflict between the “Democrats” and “Republicans.” It’s becoming increasingly clear to all that they both work for the same puppet masters, despite their rhetoric.

The enemy gets us to hate and fight the “bad cop” while supporting and cheering for the “good cop” who is every bit as evil; or worse. It’s worked every single time, so far. We’re still patting ourselves on the back for piling on the Lesser Evil in WWII, after all.

Maybe both sides of the Cabal are behind the “Great Reset” (even if they call it by different names). Perhaps Trump and “Q” are just the Luke Skywalker/Stalin/Gandalf/FDR/Glenda, Good Witch of the North faction of the Cabal. When the smoke clears and the phoenix/new USA rises from the ashes, will we be any better off than the Russians who believed all the lies and false promises of the Bolsheviks? We’re supposed to put all our faith in the military; and trust that they should be given absolute power. Honestly, there is no other way to #stopthesteal at this point.

First of all, absolute power in the hands of any human beings is terrifying–no matter how noble their intentions before they attain it. Secondly, the military is just as corrupt as any other government entity, if not more so. The brass I served under had no loyalty to America or the Constitution; and the few mavericks in the officer ranks who might have been loyal were purged during the Obama Regime.

Even if the military overtly takes over (or already has), we are not out of the frying pan. In fact, we are probably in the fire. Alt-retards who hate the Bill of Rights and are gay for a “god-emperor” to rule over them will mostly believe Utopia has arrived–as long as their racial hang-ups are patronized. There were plenty of gestapos and commissars who loved their jobs, followed orders, and remained party loyalists until the very end. It won’t be any different this time.

The Albatross is sunk. The Albatross II will not be sailing us to the Promised Land.

 

All Assets Deployed

First of all, NewsMarx  is no better than Cux News. They are just controlled opposition, like the “Republican” wing of the Uniparty. During one of their alleged “news” programs, they were accommodating enough to provide their suckers viewers with a live action demonstration of censorship and their commitment to The Narrative (ironically, while ostensibly covering Big Tech censorship). When Mike Lindell brought up the theft of the 2020 election, this activated their Truth Suppression Protocol and the interviewers interrupted Lindell to purport that because criminal bureaucrats certified the blatantly stolen election, that means citizens are not allowed to question the results in the “free press.” Lindell tried again, and the obedient little Thought Cop interrupted again, talking over Lindell to drown out what he was saying so nobody could hear about the evidence. It’s a pretty good example, in microcosm, of what’s going on writ large. Finally, the triggered snowflake stormed off the set (probably looking for a safe space), leaving his partner to take over censorship duties.

Under what type of government does the following happen?

  • Foreign and domestic assets work together to override the will of the people and steal an election.
  • Instead of investigating the massive evidence of fraud, law enforcement harasses and intimidates whistleblowers. (Kind of like how they allowed rioting savages to burn, loot, and murder all over the country with impunity, but only those who defended themselves from the rioters got punished. Oh yeah: and sent 15 agents to investigate a garage door pull-down in a NASCAR garage while the rioters were burning down the cities.)
  • Judges refuse to hear the evidence regarding the stolen election, (while dutifully legislating from the bench to advance the LGBT agenda).
  • Bureaucrats destroy evidence (breaking state and federal law) of the massive election fraud, but are not charged, much less prosecuted.
  • State level bureaucrats threaten attorneys with disbarment who file suits against the criminal conspirators who helped steal the election.
  • “News” organizations suppress the biggest news story of our country’s history. Instead, they dedicate all their energy to lying about what  happened.
  • Citizens who attempt to exercise “freedom of speech” and “freedom of the press” to pursue the story are gagged, deplatformed, and threatened officially and unofficially.

Does this sound remotely like what happens in a free country under the rule of law?

While looking for the link to the NewsMarx “interview” of Lindell, I found Lindell’s Absolute Proof video. Lindell is not a good speaker (he makes pillows, and is good at that) or interviewer, but this is worth a watch. He compiles a lot of evidence, via expert witness interviews. From 1:36:00 on, he shows some stuff you might not have seen already.

One important point to remember is that the election rigging via voting machines is in addition to all the physical cheating. Every asset was deployed. Had “patriots in control” (who knew in advance all this was going to happen) shut down any one aspect of the steal, it could not have succeeded. One notable takeaway is that the vote-switching in Anterim County was small-scale compared to other counties, where the coverup has successfully prevented audits.

Also of note: When Lindell released his video, Slime Magazine published an article admitting there was a conspiracy to steal the election…but don’t worry, because it was done to save “democracy.” Makes perfect sense, right? Orange Man was anti-democracy because he wanted a free and fair election. They are pro-democracy because they rig our elections for our own good.

As per usual, the article is full of lies, half-truths, and distortions. It’s all designed to distract and justify the Swamp getting caught in their previous big lie that the election was not stolen.

So It’s the Hard Way, Then

It appears that Donald Trump was the Denny Green of populist Presidents. It was first and goal with the game on the line and  just a few seconds to spare…and he had the quarterback take a knee to run out the clock and end regulation.

So much of what has happened recently doesn’t add up. I’m going by just what I see and know, because it’s nearly impossible to get accurate information. Nobody with power or influence in this diseased world can be trusted. So the lack of accurate information will only get worse as we go.

It should be obvious from all my blogging that I’ve never been a Trump groupie with fantasies about him becoming my “god emperor.” My loyalty to Trump was contingent upon his loyalty to America. I would support him so long as he fought for America.

Lucy: the GOP Establishment. Charlie Brown: Republican voters.

For those whose faith was in Trump, hopefully you’ve learned your lesson about placing your faith in a human being. Regretfully, many will not learn the lesson. They’ll eventually get what they deserve, probably–in this life or the next.

Yes, I understand that Trump surrounded himself with treacherous individuals who worked against him at every turn. Not a valid excuse. He had tools at his disposal to stop the impending death blow to our country. He didn’t use them.

Our constitutional republic has now been revealed to be a myth, along with rule of law, representation, and justice. Our freedom is next on the agenda. Ironically, America now actually has been reduced to just an idea. The idea may live on in some of us for a while. Who knows? My faith wasn’t in America, because America is run by people. My faith is in God. I wanted Him to save America–restore its potential; put it back under the stewardship of people who follow Him. Looks like that was not meant to be–at least not without a bloodbath like we haven’t seen in 80 years to decide what sort of people will govern here.

It appears that President Bumpstock Ban either lost his nerve, was compromised, or was really an agent of GloboHomo all along. He has done to the USA what he did to the USFL. He has handed over the levers of power to a Cabal hell-bent on hunting down and destroying every last one of his supporters. And why the hell did he invite us to Washington, only to give a lame speech and tell his supporters to go home? What was accomplished–aside from scaring some traitors in Congress while simultaneously giving them a “riot” or “insurrection” narrative to run with? All the strange behavior, the Q narrative, plus last minute appointments/replacements, maneuvers, orders, and other wierdness since November 3rd appear to be just part of a smokescreen–stringing us along so that we would be even more devastated for daring to hope that the good guys might finally fight for us. Or that there are any good guys. The cruelty needed to do that is beyond reprehensible. The joke is on We the People. Only truly evil scum are laughing.

It appears it’s down to us, now. The fate of America rests on our shoulders. A lot of us already believed this before 2016. Now we’re four years older and it’s time to restore our mindset to what it was then.

Disclaimer: there’s a lot that I don’t know. I’ll be delighted to eat my words if, days or weeks or months after the Big Game has been lost, white hats show up and manage to resume regulation play with some Hail Mary master plan that miraculously results in ex post facto victory.

It Does Sound Like the Deep State

You’ve probably noticed that all kinds of scuttlebutt is flying in all directions right now. Of course the Democrat/Media Machine is vomiting out the usual bald-faced lies, agitprop, and psychological projection. But there’s also plenty of craziness coming from people allegedly on our side. Some of it sounds preposterous; and some of it is preposterous. If you’re like me, you’ve been click-baited into looking at some, only to realize you’ve been duped into wasting precious moments of your time.

Several people online were recently spreading links to a video by some “intelligence insiders” that “you really need to watch.” So I did. The guys in the video made some eyebrow-raising statements. I was intrigued enough to go back to their Youtube channel (that should have been my first clue) and watch their next one. They hadn’t pushed the UFO and reincarnation crap in the first video, but began adding pinches in the second. Kind of like how TV shows used to wait until they had you hooked before pouring in the LGBTQ brainwashing in the second season. There are attention whores, and there are paid CIA/Swamp disinformation warriors, pretending to share our values. I’m sure you’ve encountered both.

There’s a rumor I came across via a Mike Adams (the Health Ranger) podcast that sounds credible and plausible: One of the false flags planned by the Deep State is scheduled for the 20th or later, and involves an assassination of Creepy Joe Biden after he is installed, then pinned on Dangerous Right-Wing Extremists.

Why would they not want to try this? It fits their short-term goals perfectly.

  • Hidin’ Biden’s usefulness to the Deep State has expired.
  • His removal will prevent further embarrassment by him.
  • Creepy Joe becomes a martyr, and further revelations about his high crimes and treason will be considered beyond the pale.
  • It places Harris in the limelight, who is somewhat less embarrassing.
  • It justifies an all-out war on the Dangerous Right-Wing Extremists.

Thwarting this particular false flag could be one reason Washington, DC, is being locked down by the National Guard.

There’s a lot of other stuff going on. Adams spends most of his podcast on the subject of a possible war with Red China. I agree this is a very real possibility (war, that is, if not an invasion by the PLA from Canada and Mexico). The Chi-Com high command has considered war with the USA inevitable for at least 30 years. Thanks to traitors at the highest levels of our government, they have the capability of inflicting catastrophic damage on our country, too. Those same traitors have ensured our vulnerability to any flavor and combination  of Chi-Com attacks.

However, I disagree with Adams (or his sources, I guess) about the war going forward if the coup is fulfilled on the 20th. If Beijing Biden is sworn in, they have won without firing a shot. All our national resources and assets, as well as your life, liberty, and property will be handed over to the most murderous regime in recorded history.

Do you understand how perilous our situation is? Sad to say, very few people actually do. It’s way past time to turn off the Idiot Box, kick your addiction to the enemy’s (Google, Facebook, Twitter, Yahoo, etc.) psyop/gaslighting frenzy, and start a serious dialogue with your Creator.

A Survey of Normieville

On January 20-21, something historic will take place. It will mark either:

  1. Our republic collapsing due to rot from within (as Abraham Lincoln warned) and becoming a 3rd world Marxist police state. The Lawless Terror begins in earnest. Patriots and anybody else to the right of Chairman Xi will be hunted down and dealt with the way the Red Chinese deal with dissidents. Boomer Fudds and other “conservatives” will still be talking about how we can “take back Congress” in 2022, as they are herded into boxcars.
  2. The beginning of some degree of restoration of freedom with rule of law, once the Storm is triggered. Traitors are removed from positions of power and finally held accountable. Depending on how thorough this effort is, it could prove to be the most epic come-from-behind victory in American history.
  3. The de facto declaration of our second civil war (or revolution; or counter-revolution–no need to bicker over semantics until it’s over). This could happen in conjunction with either of the first two possibilities.
  4. A preliminary step toward some level of conflict with Red China (worth at least a blog post of its own). This would only happen in conjunction with the second scenario, or a Patriot victory following the third.

So there’s going to be a violent struggle of some kind. In such struggles, the attitude/allegiance of the people (meaning mostly civilian non-combatants) usually affects the outcome. For this very reason, I lurk in blog comment sections, and skim the feeds of what social media I am subscribed to.  Some of what I find is nauseating; some is ignorant; some is laughable (if this was a laughing matter); but once in a while, some is encouraging.

This post is to share some observations from out in the real world–in no particular order, and not arranged to sell any particular narrative.

Had to visit an urban cesspool recently for a VA visit. Mask zombies everywhere. Including outdoors, walking alone, and driving alone. Businesses like auto parts stores (which in rural areas and small towns are not all this way) are ruled by bovine mask nazis enforcing zero-tolerance policies against non-conformity.

At the VA, I ate at the canteen, in between appointments. About six civilian employees came in for lunch and sat nearby, so that I heard snippets of conversation (sorry–my hearing has been unsat since well before separation):

“…need to get a gun, while they’re still being sold…”

“…plenty of ammo, and I’m gonna get a four-wheeler, too.”

“I figure I can defend my place for a couple days, before I have to bug out.”

In a 90% non-white area, I saw a pick-up truck driving by with a big Confederate flag streaming behind it. Whatever you may think about somebody who brands himself that way, you have to admit this takes big brass cojones. Over the summer, people and homes around America were attacked just for flying the flag of this country. It’s safer to fly the flag of Mexico, Somalia, or Belarus, than it is to fly the Stars-and-Stripes. And it’s been open season on people with MAGA hats for years. Either the dude in the pickup truck is stupid, or he’s to the point where he has not much left to lose and is trying to pick a fight. How many men are at that point right now? How well are they armed and equipped; and what is their tactical acumen?

Co-workers and other acquaintances have volunteered to me something along the lines of: “I used to be left of center; but this shit has pushed me over to the extreme right. Is it too late to get a gun?”

An eye-witness to one of the recent troop movements happening all over the country reported that all the unit identification had been blacked out on the vehicles.

Common sentiments expressed by normies out in Flyover Country:

“They don’t need no 25,000 National Guard troops in Washington for an inauguration!”

“What’s going to happen on the 20th?”

“I just want all this to be over.”

Few US citizens can even imagine how bad it might get within a few months; but not all normies are oblivious to the massive evil threatening us (even when they can’t accurately identify it), or the momentous fate hanging in the balance right now.